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1. However, the outstanding is that I was a bad child
I always hated my personality, ever since the very childhood. Always so indecisive about anything I do… Someone who can’t stand up for their decision. And even like that, even though I was such a bad person, I never tended to change. Like what the hell, what are you thinking about, what are you even doing, do you have anything to say, do you have nothing to say? I was a perfectly apathic, non-childish child. But, somehow, altogether I wasn’t a really bad person either, looking at what I have become, I think it was like that. Before all the “I want to be with Buck-Tick” and “I want to be the vocalist”, I was the “I don’t want to be anything” kind of person.
“MAD” at This Is
NotGreatest Tour 1992 (Atsushi) [Catalogue Victor-Mercury 87-99]